Post by Juicy ! on Nov 2, 2010 19:08:35 GMT -8
So nice, so sane.
The time has come and I'm blowing out my brains.
There is no more me,
there is no more you.
All there's left is the time we blew.
I know nothing makes sense,
when does it ever?
The fact is,
I know I'm not getting any better.
I've been stuck up in side here,
locked away,
afraid to see the light of day.
Afraid of the people,
the ridicule,
the laughter.
Of being banished to a place far worse than my own mind.
Afraid to disappear into what I've been trying to become.
But now I'm far more gone,
and I'm sick of holding it off.
You say it's not like me,
but do you even know?
You say I can do better,
but what if this is the best it gets?
Can you show me a thing I have not done wrong?
Can you show me a place where I can do no harm?
This palace holds nothing for me,
but I'm not ready to give up.
I'm a fighting force,
I can't be saved from the damage, I'm worse.
I may be broken,
I may be hurt,
But you don't know how badly I'm cursed.
I'm thrown away just like my many mistakes,
but there's more to me than the idealistic being I've presented myself to be.
So, maybe I've made more mistakes then you;
maybe I've more regrets.
But I'll tell you one thing:
it's the best I'd ever get.
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There's thing I hear all around,
telling me to continue on,
don't make a sound.
Grow up on my own,
Leave all my childish things behind
To face this world we must call home.
but, I shan't leave my own mind.
In ten years, you will see,
I'll be the same child I've come to be.
In my heart and my soul,
This world will never take it's toll.
And what people regard in me,
Is exactly who I see.
So here's something you need to view,
.A reflection stating in front of you.
Did you follow your dreams?
Remove yourself from the scene
and take your own path?
Are you happy with your countless possessions,
or is realization clawing at your skin?
When that flat screen wont keep you warm,
and you're only but torn,
from who you used to be?
You can still go back to the days you were young,
singing the same song I've already begun.
From knowing the possibilities are endless,
or that your love will never be hopeless.
We can be the kids we thought we had thrown to yesterday,
and find a better place for the world today.
It's not about the money,
it's not about fame.
Following the white bunny,
will lead us from this game;
of living the life,
Trying to be like them.
When we overcome this strife,
only then can we truly begin
and show the generations past,
we can conquer the vast
happiness they could not.
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My thoughts have been guided,
my soul has reached it's peak.
I could feel invincible,
but that's just slightly out of reach.
I've found my place,
and stuck my ground.
Darling, there's no better-
I couldn't have made a better round.
Up from the crevices of which I fell,
all the way back down to hell.
I couldn't seem to reach to light,
nor guide my body back from the fight.
Battered,
bruised,
and cut,
I still couldn't find my way.
Till you came.
It seemed a revaluation,
a rebirth of my whole being.
You healed me,
and showed me the way;
you directed me
and told me to take it.
It's been a long time coming,
and I couldn't have seen it from far away.
But up here,
every thing's so clear.
My mind is gone off in a distant place,
and you're still here
just to steer me away from where I've been.
It seems you've gotten me here,
but I know you'd disagree.
You've influenced me so much,
but I wouldn't have made it without my effort.
I nearly lost myself back to the dark,
though you found me again.
Picked me up,
threw me back.
My brain just had a heart attack,
for my sky's are no longer gray.
I feel you there,
I can see it through your stare.
You've been there all along,
just to guide me back home.
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Not to stretch the page too much, I only put three. They're not the greatest, but it's kind of my way of venting c:
The time has come and I'm blowing out my brains.
There is no more me,
there is no more you.
All there's left is the time we blew.
I know nothing makes sense,
when does it ever?
The fact is,
I know I'm not getting any better.
I've been stuck up in side here,
locked away,
afraid to see the light of day.
Afraid of the people,
the ridicule,
the laughter.
Of being banished to a place far worse than my own mind.
Afraid to disappear into what I've been trying to become.
But now I'm far more gone,
and I'm sick of holding it off.
You say it's not like me,
but do you even know?
You say I can do better,
but what if this is the best it gets?
Can you show me a thing I have not done wrong?
Can you show me a place where I can do no harm?
This palace holds nothing for me,
but I'm not ready to give up.
I'm a fighting force,
I can't be saved from the damage, I'm worse.
I may be broken,
I may be hurt,
But you don't know how badly I'm cursed.
I'm thrown away just like my many mistakes,
but there's more to me than the idealistic being I've presented myself to be.
So, maybe I've made more mistakes then you;
maybe I've more regrets.
But I'll tell you one thing:
it's the best I'd ever get.
-----------------------------------------------------------------
There's thing I hear all around,
telling me to continue on,
don't make a sound.
Grow up on my own,
Leave all my childish things behind
To face this world we must call home.
but, I shan't leave my own mind.
In ten years, you will see,
I'll be the same child I've come to be.
In my heart and my soul,
This world will never take it's toll.
And what people regard in me,
Is exactly who I see.
So here's something you need to view,
.A reflection stating in front of you.
Did you follow your dreams?
Remove yourself from the scene
and take your own path?
Are you happy with your countless possessions,
or is realization clawing at your skin?
When that flat screen wont keep you warm,
and you're only but torn,
from who you used to be?
You can still go back to the days you were young,
singing the same song I've already begun.
From knowing the possibilities are endless,
or that your love will never be hopeless.
We can be the kids we thought we had thrown to yesterday,
and find a better place for the world today.
It's not about the money,
it's not about fame.
Following the white bunny,
will lead us from this game;
of living the life,
Trying to be like them.
When we overcome this strife,
only then can we truly begin
and show the generations past,
we can conquer the vast
happiness they could not.
----------------------------------------------
My thoughts have been guided,
my soul has reached it's peak.
I could feel invincible,
but that's just slightly out of reach.
I've found my place,
and stuck my ground.
Darling, there's no better-
I couldn't have made a better round.
Up from the crevices of which I fell,
all the way back down to hell.
I couldn't seem to reach to light,
nor guide my body back from the fight.
Battered,
bruised,
and cut,
I still couldn't find my way.
Till you came.
It seemed a revaluation,
a rebirth of my whole being.
You healed me,
and showed me the way;
you directed me
and told me to take it.
It's been a long time coming,
and I couldn't have seen it from far away.
But up here,
every thing's so clear.
My mind is gone off in a distant place,
and you're still here
just to steer me away from where I've been.
It seems you've gotten me here,
but I know you'd disagree.
You've influenced me so much,
but I wouldn't have made it without my effort.
I nearly lost myself back to the dark,
though you found me again.
Picked me up,
threw me back.
My brain just had a heart attack,
for my sky's are no longer gray.
I feel you there,
I can see it through your stare.
You've been there all along,
just to guide me back home.
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Not to stretch the page too much, I only put three. They're not the greatest, but it's kind of my way of venting c:
